This Madness

What do I get for this?
No feeling.
I'd rather feel pain than this.
I want to take that life back.
That life you told me not to live.

But I can't.
You said no,
But my heart needs the feeling.
It needs the pain.
Time to take back the life I led.

Slits all down my wrists.
Show the pain of my love for you.
It can only be returned,
If I stop this madness.
This life can't be mine always.