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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Fall For You

There is nothing more I can do,
Besides live forever within you.
With a boy as sweet as can be.
If only you could fall for me.

This world has a lot to bestow,
But your love is all that shows.
Even though she broke your heart,
You're the one who ripped mine apart.

It's simple enough,
This love is not a bluff.
For a sweet boy who never knew,
All I can do is fall for you.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Happiness

Don't let me go.
I'm finally to that state.
Falling in and out.
We collapse.
But always find our way back.

We're here.
Not just you anymore.
Us together.
Pursuing our happiness.
You and I, I and you.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Struck

I'm desperate for your voice.
She'll tear you down,
During your time of need.
Just listen to me.
I'll help you through.

My x-ray vision saw it all.
From the beginning.
Her wicked cast.
Your finally hit.
But I'll help you through.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Your Last Day

If today was your last day,
Would you say you were sorry?
Would you call those lost friends?
Would you leave all the sadness behind?

Live every moment as the end.
Life is your creation.
It could be your best friend.
Or another enemy in your path.

If today was your last day,
Would you be happy with your choices?
Would you tell someone you loved them?
Could you leave that life behind?

Friday, June 12, 2009

Envelope

All my feelings.
Written down.
Put inside this envelope.
Sent to you.
So you can open me up.
And see what you mean to me.

This envelope.
Crumpled up.
Just like my heart.
It's all yours now.
So be careful what you do.
I break easily.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Yogurt Time

Hear that growling?
I think it's my tummy.
It's yogurt time,
That's extra yummy.

I grab my pink spoon,
And head for the table.
As soon as you know it,
My spoon is unstable.

A little monster stole from me.
Now I'm stuck eating,
Alone with my fingers.
Chowing barbarically and defeating.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Undead Love

Here again the same thing.
Tears tattooed on my face.
Hatred creeping up.
You ask me to hold on.
There is no more time for love.
Love is dead in me.

I just can't take this anymore.
Pushed way passed the limit.
The world is falling apart.
And I don't belong.
For some reason though,
I belong with you.

This ha.te just grows.
I will fight till you fall apart,
And finally give in.
My love may feel dead.
But truly its just waiting to escape.
Escape from this bottle I trapped it in.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Here With Me

I see you lying next to me.
In the store, there you are.
Constantly surrounded by you.

Consistently in my dreams.
Dancing with you.
Falling more in love.

Hallucinating your presence.
Lying to myself about you being here.
So that someday it will might come true.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Leaving

On and on these fights continue.
Some how we always make it through.
Back to the way we were,
Even though my heart is still blue.

Once again you're sorry.
Once again I believe you.
All I do is hurt inside.
This smile of mine is untrue.

Forever more I am yours.
Deep down I don't want to.
But never can I leave your side,
Because I can't breathe without you.

Done

I loved you.
You loved using me.
This love was abused.
It made me h.a.t.e. me.

You're sorry once again.
And once again, hurt.
These eyes have seen this,
Too many times.

Playing on repeat.
Falling everyday.
It's all the same.
Because of you.

The world I gave you.
It was never enough.
Take it or leave it.
I'm done with you.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Broken Heart

You can't love with a broken heart.
Torn in two from the last boy.
The halves must reunite before moving on.
Part still has feelings for him.
While the other half likes him.

All you're doing is causing pain to him.
He loves you so.
But you will never completely love him.
So put yourself back together.
Grab hold and move on.

Piece your heart back together.
Forget that boy who broke you.
And love him completely.
For my friend loves you.
And if you hurt him, I'll hurt you.

Let Me In

I pour out my soul to you.
In return, nothing.
I know what's bothering you.
Yet you don't open up.

This house you're locked in.
I'm the key.
And you're about to lose me,
If you don't unblock the door.

You're going to break out soon,
If this silence keeps up.
Find a way to let me in.
Then we can truly be friends.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Hope

I was crying alone at night.
Hurting like never before.
Now this pain no longer endures.

Hope is what the world needs.
It gives us all that second chance,
To start over and make anew.

Pain comes from letting your heart win.
But out of the storm always comes light.
Eventually the light will find us all.

Who To Choose

You caught me off guard.
Still recovering from him,
Some how I still have love for you.
I have feelings for two.

This space in my heart meant for one.
But how do I know,
Who will stay by my side?
Always there you were.

He is the keeper of my key.
And you are the mender of my heart.
So which to choose?
Or who will choose me?

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Sad Ending

Today you walked out of my life.
Then nothing seemed right.
Everything about you,
Has become who I am.

All I do is mope around.
And hope someday you will be found.
My heart is missing it's pieces.
I need you to mend it back together.

I can no longer breathe without you.
For this love has finally become true.
This is the ending we didn't want to see.
But this world will never be what we wanted.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Goodbye

I need to hold you close.
But we're worlds apart.
Goodbyes are second chances.
This farewell is final.
Never again shall I see your face.

They say move on,
But where do I go?
My whole heart devoted to you.
I can never love again.

Just that last touch,
Made me feel like flying.
But you're not here tonight.

I'm trying to forget all about you.
But sometimes the pain persists.

The key to my heart forever belongs to you.

Creating Life

I tried to be what you wanted.
But it didn't come naturally.
Sorrow became my friend.
Life is my creation.
Choosing pain just to feel.

Seeing now how to live.
Guiding me to shine the light.
I now create joy.
Though naturally it doesn't come.
It's still here.

Powers

Me, a small girl.
Worthless.
You, everything.
My world.
What power you have.
Controlling how I feel.
Just with a nod of your head.

Talking the night away.
Unleashing your powers to charm me.
Overcoming my worthlessness.
Walking on air.
Because of your powers.
I'm free of my strife.
No long am I abandoned.

Your Choice

Those few extra seconds.
The world.
More meaning.
As envy creeps up.
Caring towards her more.
You show who's your choice.
Second best is all I'll know.