Child Dreamer

I've been thinking my life away.
What a waste of time.
Trying to show no fear.
Why oh why would I live this way?

Now just look at me.
Dancing in circles,
As if this was a new beginning.
A child dreamer once again.

You took me back to those days.
Where I hated to go to sleep.
Looks didn't make the world go round.
And I always loved myself.

The broken heart was left behind.
Another smile drops.
Eyes closed, wishes made.
Where I am is where I plan to stay.

Zero

It's taken all of my time,
To finally leave him behind.
Now I'm starting at zero.
Time has gone different ways.

The song of yesterday,
No longer the same.
This heart isn't singing.
Just moved on to dreaming.

Cried there for hours,
For you're gone away.
Knowing you'll regret this,
Because our lust was so dear.

Just seeing your face,
Left me not okay.
Only wasting away,
With tears of pain.

So I'm starting at zero,
Since we've both changed.
But now it's a matter of fact.
I'm better than all of that.