Giving Up

You're breaking back in.
Everytime I try to let you go,
You appear here back once more.
I know I can never quit.
You're my addiction.
But he doesn't know that,
Which makes you my dirty little secret.

Everynight I hide away.
Giving up my breath for you to stay.
Hoping that you will lie awake with me.
Hoping that you will make a way with me.
You see I have a problem.
If I'm not what you need,
I'll become what you need.

I know I should just say goodbye.
But no longer can I lie to myself.
There's no breath to my life without you.
So what is a girl like me to do?
I'll tell you just what.
It's a little thing call overdosing.
And soon enough I'll be fast asleep.