My Love

Happiness quickly fades.
Sadness soon arrives.
Flash backs all down my wrists.
These memories are still alive.

Only one place I find peace.
Those big brown pools of yours.
But you're also the reason,
For all of my sores.

Everything I meant to say,
Now comes out through my tears.
You're the only one I'll ever love.
Which is why I have so many fears.

Open Up

Knock. Knock.
Someone wants in.
But will you let them in?
You choose to be alone.
You choose not to trust.
But it's never too late.
Open up.
Let me in.

Alone

Alone.
That's all I'll ever be.
That's all I want to be.
Or that's all I tell myself.
My mind says one thing,
As my heart says another.
Which do I listen to?

Questions

Who caused this?
you.
What caused this?
emptiness.
Where is the scar?
heart.
When did this happen?
once you entered my life.
Why did this happen?
no one saw it coming.
How did this happen?
easily.

Heartbeat

You approach me.
Thud. Thud.
Your hands find mine.
Thud. Thud.
Your soft lips press against mine.
Thud. Thud.
I never knew I could feel so much.
Once pain was all I knew.
Now just that sound.
Thud. Thud.
It's getting much louder,
as we're getting much closer.
Thud. Thud.
I can't get enough.
So never leave.
Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud.

Pick Me

In a sea of people,
You chose that one time to nod,
to wave, to smile
just at me.
I crossed your mind.
Even if it was only for a second.
But now I need more than that.
Please pick me.

Green Monster

Back off!
You horrible monster!
I don't love him.
So I don't care if he is with her.
They can be happy together.
But then why does it hurt so much?

You with her.
Who cares?
It means nothing.
Just a simple crush.
Nothing more.
But then why does it hurt so much?

Lyrics: Moving On

I put myself too deep into the situation.
It just gave me more pain.
I'm moving on
I'm finally over you.

Lyrics: Torn

My tears are streaming down just like a storm in April.
Your jokes can't even cheer me up.
My heart is torn in two.
None of my wishes for you are coming true.

Lyrics: Your love is me

If you knew I did this all for you
Then maybe you'll see my love for you is me.
The pain, the suffering won't go away until you say,
"I love you too."

Gianna

I'm sorry this had to happen,
But this had to be.
God had a plan for you and I.
It's one you can not see.

I'll be in a better place soon.
Some day I'll see you there.
Never knowing the hard, cold world,
Makes me feel good in here.

Say a prayer for me,
And I'll say one for you.
Even though we weren't together long,
My love for you is true.

Pain

So much wrong,
Not enough good.
I cause my own pain,
To escape the troubles.
I can't face the world alone.
I need you.

All I want to do is love you,
But instead I lost you
And I'm the only one to blame.
My own pain is my lesson.
Only you can take it all away.
I need you.

The hurt I give myself fills my emptiness,
But your love fills it better.
I'll give up the pain for you.
Never let me go,
Or the pain will return.
I need you.

Cold Heart

She cries ice sickles.
I cry tears.
She never needed an ice cube,
Just held the cup to herself.
Her presence freezes the room.
I try to live my life,
Without getting frozen by her.